🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches It was a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable. The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder. Cluster headaches typically start with severe discomfort behind a single eye that persists up to three hours. About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods. What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home. Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital. Still, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Historical medical records suggest unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures. It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally recognised by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the condition note this. In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better. Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms. Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments. A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased. Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people. But leading specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals. The official guidance need revising to reflect a